Last moments

Well it was a rough start, but  surprisingly I am doing okay. I am very confident in my relationship with Buddy, and know that we will both be okay. It's weird because last night was the last time I am going to hear his voice for 6 1/2 weeks. That's the longest time I've been without him since we have been together and the longest time I've gone without talking to him. Not saying that it's going to be easy, but I am so confident I will get through it. Last night when I got off of the phone with him, I felt this peace that I haven't felt in several months because I've been extremely stressed out about him leaving. I know God is giving me strength through this time, and I know he gives me some peace about being away from Buddy. What is really good about all of this, is that I have already grown in my relationship with God because I have been putting all my fears and stress in his hands. I know that I can't handle all of this on my own, so I just give it all over to him. My family and friends also have something to do with me feeling more confident, because have so much love and support from all of them, God bless them! Logan, Tori, Lauren,  Anna, Mom, Dad, Jennifer...I couldn't ask for more love and support! I'm also getting over being sick, and I feel much much better today. I also just found out yesterday that Buddy has labor day weekend off so I'm going to fly up to see him and I have that to look forward to which is so exciting! Today is going to be a beautiful day because I'm spending it with my three best friends! Tomorrow I am going to visit Buddy's grandma with them as well and talk to her for a while. She will have some good advice for me, and also give me good moral support. I have so many good plans for the time that he's gone so I know it will fly by. Before I know it I will be moving into my dorm with my awesome roommate and start a new chapter in my life. The last moments I spend with Buddy and talking to him were only the last moments for a while, but not forever. I love you Buddy and can't wait to see you!